Jangan lah berputus asa...

Hari ni ada 2 perkara penting kena di lunaskan..takut, seram,nak gila, nak pitam, nak menjerit, nak pose mengeliat, nak jadi drag queen...semua lah....tapi lagu Maher Zain yang penuh syahdu bertajuk...Insyallah..menguatkan diri patik yang hina and seperti pencacai ni....ni lirik nya Nyah oiiiiii...walaupun kita penuh dengan dosa tapi at least kita masih ingat Allah (swt)...kerana dia Maha Mengetahui, Maha Penyayang dan Maha Pengampun...

Andainya..
Kau rasa tak berupaya
Hidup sendirian tiada pembela
Segalanya suram, bagai malam yang gelap
Tiada bantuan, tiada tujuan
Janganlah berputus asa..
Kerana Allah bersamamu..
Chorus
InshaAllah… InshaAllah…
InshaAllah… Ada Jalannya…
InshaAllah… InshaAllah…
InshaAllah… Ada Jalannya…
Andainya..
Kesalmu berulang lagi
Bagai tiada ruang untuk kembali
Tika keliru atas kesilapan lalu
Membelenggu hati dan fikiranmu
Janganlah berputus asa…
Kerana Allah bersamamu…
Ulang Chorus
Kembalilah
Kepada yang esa
Yakin padanya,panjatkanlah doa
OOoo Ya Allah
Pimpinlah daku dari tersasar
Tunjukkan daku ke jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar
Jalan yang benar...

Ok lah adik adik, mak cik Rogayah and abang2...chek nak p mandi....chek perlukan kekuatan hari ni...seperti kakak ni (ko mampu badan macam ni???)....

WISH ME LUCK!!!

Open Relationship...Gittew!

Hello Bedah bt Beduk, Senah bt Senin, Rogayah bt Rosli, Timah bt Tom Jones, Saodah bt Simon Cowell, Joyah bt JLo (masa JLo lesbian dulu2 uols), Koh Eng Eng, Mei Ling Ling, Mok Tai Tai, Variamah a/p Susuvelu, Sakuntala a/p Muniandy Pillai, Susuk a/l hutan (anak orang Asli), Denedict  s/o Rodrigues, Michelle Ann Williams dan Bakrina Alexander  (Tiba2 Minah Salleh pun baca..perasan)

Lama chek tak tulih blog na….Chek busy mencari duit ni..tapi lani do service kereta..so boleh la merepek, merapu, meraban, berkhutbah kat dalam blog ni…org2 kat sini macam pelik pasal chek dok gelak bila type blog ni…depa kata, awat jantan tu dok gelak sorang2 nu…tak betui kot….kan? tapi chek tak kisah….check suka hati..walaupun gaji tak dapat lagi….Kannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn?????

People must wondering why I write that title in my blog today…hehehe…may be ‘S’ know the answer…Kaedah nya, It works sometimes, especially for those with relationship that bermula from zaman Dinasour dulu until now….may be for some people will work..but at the moment, is not working for me lah. (Wah cakap omputih…ni la penting nya English Edukasen! – Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah)

It has pro and Cons if you want to commit in this kind relationship…

The Pro is you can stick with your partner as long as you want, since the relationship is open and you don’t have any problem to think about, you can have fun outside (mcm Inul Gerudi) and sleep with your partner when you back home…so if you just broke off and if you worry about to search about new house, new car, new furniture, new TV, new carpet, new curtain, new anak kucing, new anak ikan or new anak hanjeng sekali pun…tak jadi masalah or Chinese said..’momantai’…you can have your original life but at the same time you will explore into new world of life…..you will meet new people and also can test ‘your market’ in the market that you totally lupa kan a long time ago….boleh pegi Market Place, Supermarket, Wet Market, Dry Market and boleh tukar keja ke Marketing Departmet…tak gittu Saodah oiiiiii?

I think most of the time…you will enjoy with your life…but it will have a moment that you will feel sad as well..but tak pa Bedah oi, because you still have your partner to cry on his shoulder….may be your partner have a new bf and will spend most of his feeling towards bini baru, but don’t worry Kate Middleton oi, you will find one also…furthermore,  you can explore more of ‘Pulau Batang’ or ‘Batang Island’ in your life….but jangan sampai jatuh cinta pulak ya….nanti Mama Juwie marah….Auw!

What can I say about Cons, may be is you will not get 100% love from your partner anymore and you can’t give 100% love to your partner …your and his love will divided by two…seperti tetek yang terletak di dada Pamela Anderson…your responsibility and your partner responsibility will decrease..Because both of you will busy  jaga perasaan the other people to maintain in 2nd relationship…I would say..you and your partner will more like a best friend/housemate/colleague/cinema mate/office mate/ready made/tailor made/Made in India kind of relationship…rather than partner…but I’m sure deep inside you/your partner heart…LOVE is still strong but only that LOVE will divided by two….

For some people, open relationship can be easy to manage since hang pa dua boleh suka hati gelak ketawa menikmati body jantan mana yang hangpa dua nak…and it is more like best friend kind of relationship rather than partner…tak payah nak jealous menjeolous dah and silap haribulan…hang pa da boleh orgy dgn pasangan masing2…gitu!! Bukan Ogy Ahmad Daud or Orgival (jenama pakaian renang ye puan puan) tapi ORGY…kalau sapa yang buta tuli tak tau apa makna Orgy..sila buka kamus Dewan page 81….make sure Kamus tu di terbitkan pada tahun 1988…Kan???? Salam Sejahtera Semua…..

At that moment, I can’t accept that kind of relationship with my partner yet because I still happy with my relationship and not jemu to each other (I hope it will continue like this)…I hope also myslef and other half will bercerai mati…tapi kalau itu lah kehendak qada’ and qadar (Calvin…do you understand what is ‘Qada’ and Qadar? – don’t forget to google it or bukak kamus Dewan na)…what can I do…I pasrah!! (mati lah feeling jadi Erra Fazira naik motor Harley Davidson dalam filem Yusof Selam)…

So my lovey dovey friend ‘S’…good luck in your life journey…it just a start for you to build a network between you and new world (jgn register network Maxis tau…register dengan Digi!….kalau untung…boleh berkenalan dgn Yellow Man…gittew!..) don’t cry anymore because it will not give you anything…and it shows that you lose in your partner ‘created’ war….now is the time for you to be happy…why happy? Coz you boleh melacur, di lacur, kena lacur, boleh lacur and boleh makan cucur udang kat La Cucur kat KLCC…, if he want to play basketball with you, you play lah golf..baru ada kelas noks…and banyak lubang gittew!!!……boleh aim kat lubang2 yang lohong dan kering….kalau nak Caddy, jgn lah employ Caddy pompuan from Batam sebab depa siang depa jadi Caddy..mlm depa jual diri….panggil lah I..tapi weekdays saja..weekends tak boleh..I jadi Caddy kat mahligai….(tiba tiba)

So I think that’s about it about Open relationship…(bukan Open Golf Tournament or pertandingan bola dua sebelah ye)…ada pro and Cons, and it depends to the individual to accept it in their way….Good Luck on your journey….lagu yg di tuju....Insyallah - Maher Zain

P/S Kat sorang lagi my bff ‘S’, tak payah berGood Luck pelbagai…sebab dia dah score 2 goal minggu lepas…Emmy, Camm, Cristine and me bertepuk and bersorak riang uolssssss….yg penting Cristine jadi Mascot for that day…Mascot Kambing Biri biri.

Dah uols….jumpa lagi na….kirim salam kat Pak Meon Sundal, Pak Jali Belacan, Pak Kudus Kulup and Pak Leman Kote belalai……..

Thank you ya baca blog I....

Mimpi Nemo

Hi there...

Last night I mimpi depa dua ni move near to our neighbourhood..since dalam 8tv semalam they want to move out from Wisteria Lane...also this lady...

opsss (Photo tak keluar)...Vanessa William!! since she di suruh oleh susan to move out from that neighbourhood...adakah Naythan and me will get new neighbours?......God knowsss......

3 funerals and 2 separations

Hello...sorry lo...lama tak hupdate my blog...busy cari duit and no idea to write....

I called my mum last night...my mum told me that 3 of my uncles dead for the past 3 weeks...sorang kuat merokok, another uncle mati after drink Nestum and the other one collapse in the toilet!...senang sangat diaorang meninggal (I hope I mati pun senang)..for them...they already safe...we in this world still need to betulkan diri and buat apa yang patut...kan gitu Joyah?...al fatihah to them...

2 separations, 

Case 1 - S, (bukan nama sebenar)...officially broke off with his partner...the ex partner gave the reason to become a straight man after few years together...but the funny part was, the ex partner active his PLU social network again with his status inside (straight ke nyehhhhh!!)...ini semua alasan kan...kesian S, he sampai MC yesterday...kata nya bengkak tekak but I'm sure mata and hati pun bengkak...he said, he feels lonely after his ex out from his house...and his life (especially)!..I also felt the same last time..felt so empty...memang la mulut will say..I'm okay but for those yang mengalami nya...it is really pain..but seperti tajuk filem Rubiah Suparman - Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan, so in your path of life...must have a lot of 'ranjau' (Ranjau - Difficulties) so either you swallow it or vomit it...kesian, I hope S will find his way...only one telepathy from Madam Zorra - your ex will come back my dear!...wink!, My song to you...Fireworks - by Katy Perry tetek berapi (bekas pekerja Alam Flora)

Case 2- S....(S jugak, but different people)..just figure out that his partner have another scandal...sakit hati mengenangkan Bedah oiiiiii! but thats life...after berbelas tahun bersama, you figure out that your partner buat benda tak senonoh di belakang...furthermore menipu jugak....but I'm glad nothing happen between him and his partner...because S, dont want to layan and I think S is matured enough to think about it...so many things that both of them shares in their life...to break it, memang senang but to build it...god knows!..for S, I hope you strong enough...now you are still Carrie...may be one day you want to be Samantha? only you know the answer....(I tetap fashion designer dalam Lipstick Jungle)....ko mampu???

For both my lovely friends, 'S' (dont get me wrong...S not stand for Sundal, Superpelacur, Sepet or Salih Yaacob..or Salimah Mahmood)...both of you are handsome, have good job, have great family to be with and have a good heart..I know so many people is waiting for you if you want to...but I do understand...yang baru is still baru..is not the same like yang lama...so for both of you..you know that I really respect and love both of you as my good friends....kita pernah bermasam muka and sentap..but deep inside my heart...you guys are superb! Both of you have your own charisma and charm that I always adore....for S...the song for you....Get outta my way - by Kakak Kylie Minouge (bekas penjaga tandas di Complex Sg Wang)

I need to go now...cari duit...I love my life, my family, my other half and my friends....but you will never know when our heart beat will stop or you will be alone....xoxo Oprah Winfrey...(tiba2)

2 mimpi aneh

Good Morning....First of all, yesterday I dah invested few thousands for Bank Rakyat shares..so happy and relieve...but then now, I broke (heheheh)

Semalam I mimpi 2 perkara yg pelik...1 is my favourite cousin...nak beli bungalow tepi laut uols...mahaletop!....

2nd, I mimpi yang I boleh bercakap dgn orang bunian yg seperti manusia..bukan yang macam hantu ye puan puan...takutttttttt, at least this morning after Subuh prayer I bersyukur and I realized when I solat...another creatures also dalam bilik tu..cuma kita tak nampak depa saja...well! it make me think I should respect them as well...entah2 dalam bilik ni...depa ada di kiri and kanan dok lihat cheq taip blog ni...seram!! (goose bump kejap!)...for them!...Selamat Pagi orang Bunian.....bagi harta sikit boley?????? gittew

Hmmm...I think I'm back on track sekarang...hope money is coming in ASAP...kena ikat perut this month but at the same time..bagi lah rezeki I melimpah ruah.....nak kena mandi bunga ni....1 more, why I cant open another friends blog? Auntie Sher, Cik Itam etc...something wrong with TMnet? Walau eh!..

Ok lah..I need to go....to get 15 minutes sleep before I start my day...

Yesterday I did chest, abs and back at the gym...and today...triceps, biceps, abs lah.....nak muscle kata nya..kena la berkorban....Love you abah and mak...tiba2...also dont forget..my other half...lately dia asyik berleter je...may be tension with me that not produce so much money yet this year...today Insyallah...ada rezeki.....tata

Dedicated to my 1st Follower - Cik Itam Razali

Hallo....and Salam utk semua yg follow my blog...and thank you to Cik Itam yg jadi my first follower...sorry lah ye..my English is not so explicit like you tapi cheq suka campuq2 jadi dalcha..

Today is so so for me...decided to stay at home and chill out...My father called and asked me to labur duit kat bank Rakyat esok...siap boleh kata...kalau 10k lagi bagus...aiyok!...10k tak da abah oi.....tapi kena ikut his advice..walaupun chek tak dak 10k..tapi cheq tetap akan hoi! melabur...Marilah kita melabur Cik Itam....besar keuntungan nya...

Tomorrow...will be busy again...Bank Muamalat, Bank Rakyat, Prudential..Chow Kit Road and Hartamas...hope duit masuk jugak esok...

I still sad sebab semalam tapi tak pa...let me pray agar semua nya..ok...

For Cik Itam...Thank you for become my 1st follower....so yg gambar atas tu untuk hang...(hang yg pakai gown putih!)...dgn nasihat...Jgn terlalu sedih dgn kutukan dan tipuan org....Tuhan Maha Mengetahui..enjoy yourself and gigih ke gym na.....biar sora kita ala2 haluih tapi poket lebat and hati kita suci bersih...and lagi 1..body kita meletop!...Buat baik kpd ibu bapa lagi baik dari mengharap kpd Jantan lahanat tu...Take care na...xoxo

Imagine there's no Heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say that I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one....

Hi There...I had a good time with LH, LX and H2...and suddenly it turned to sour news...its really make my weekends turns upside down...

I dont understand why world is not fair for us...but in other thing, it will make me work more hard and not dreamimg anymore...

I love and care about them...and I hope it will last long....take care my child..may god bless you

When my body can be like him?

Hello...I just thinking...when my body can be like him? I saw 2 guys at 2 separate occasion today that have nice body...I dont want too big..just nice to my body....big chest, wide back and tones biceps...Hmmmm...hope one day..I nee to work hard at the gym, take care of my food and make more money....

Di pukul

Semalam aku mimipi di pukul oleh a group of men..yang penting...dalam toilet yang sunyi...until I cant do anything anymore sampai la terjaga and my heartbeat breath fast...Seram ye

07.04.11 - My first day as a blogger

Hi There...

This is my first time I created my own blog.

I used to read other people blogs and its inspiring me to have my own.

Well, lets hope it will last long and I will not stop writing anything that relates to my life...

Let's start...

i'm a gym freak..always try to work out whenever i have time and to impress my other half (oh! btw...I already attached and he's not Malay like me...he's chinese)

What I want to write today is about one of member at my gym...Walau eh! he always try to show his six packs...Meluat chek!! (its like me/I in Penang slang)...I tried to show my 'jelek' when he's around me by 'pergi' to another machine or place whenever he and he's friend around me....everytime without failed when he is near to me..I will pretend that he want to wipe his 'peluh' eventhough he's not work out a lot....pissed me off!!!

Today he's around..again, I will run from him and just ignore him...I saw so many 'leng chai' that have 6 packs at the gym but they didnt show off..I saw it when it changing room...so for that guy.....I know your abs is better than I am..but please, I 'geli' lah!

Hmmm...another thing...mesti all of you guys ask me..why my blog 'bertajuk' Helen V?..Thats my label for the 'Manik' that I will sell through this blog..I get it from Middle East and try to sell cheap here..I used to study at International Fashion Training Centre (IFTC) the college that Dato Bernard Chandran studied..'masa itu' all the 'maniks' yang di jual is too expensive...then I've an idea to buy from Middle East and sell it to my friends...

Talk about 'Money' pulak..my other half always 'cakap' about money...how to get more money, where to do with a money, Who's have more money and he wants everyday is like I make money...sometimes I feel really stress but at the end...I also want money to change my car, to buy a house, to renovate my house, to buy new clothes, new gadgets etc...so thats about money...and I need to make more money..as per my Fung Tsui master said..I only will make money after my birthday on June 30th....sigh!

Flinstones..I love Flinstones cartoon..is more like family kind of cartoons...

I think thats all about me...feel free to become my follower....