3 funerals and 2 separations

Hello...sorry lo...lama tak hupdate my blog...busy cari duit and no idea to write....

I called my mum last night...my mum told me that 3 of my uncles dead for the past 3 weeks...sorang kuat merokok, another uncle mati after drink Nestum and the other one collapse in the toilet!...senang sangat diaorang meninggal (I hope I mati pun senang)..for them...they already safe...we in this world still need to betulkan diri and buat apa yang patut...kan gitu Joyah?...al fatihah to them...

2 separations, 

Case 1 - S, (bukan nama sebenar)...officially broke off with his partner...the ex partner gave the reason to become a straight man after few years together...but the funny part was, the ex partner active his PLU social network again with his status inside (straight ke nyehhhhh!!)...ini semua alasan kan...kesian S, he sampai MC yesterday...kata nya bengkak tekak but I'm sure mata and hati pun bengkak...he said, he feels lonely after his ex out from his house...and his life (especially)!..I also felt the same last time..felt so empty...memang la mulut will say..I'm okay but for those yang mengalami nya...it is really pain..but seperti tajuk filem Rubiah Suparman - Ranjau Sepanjang Jalan, so in your path of life...must have a lot of 'ranjau' (Ranjau - Difficulties) so either you swallow it or vomit it...kesian, I hope S will find his way...only one telepathy from Madam Zorra - your ex will come back my dear!...wink!, My song to you...Fireworks - by Katy Perry tetek berapi (bekas pekerja Alam Flora)

Case 2- S....(S jugak, but different people)..just figure out that his partner have another scandal...sakit hati mengenangkan Bedah oiiiiii! but thats life...after berbelas tahun bersama, you figure out that your partner buat benda tak senonoh di belakang...furthermore menipu jugak....but I'm glad nothing happen between him and his partner...because S, dont want to layan and I think S is matured enough to think about it...so many things that both of them shares in their life...to break it, memang senang but to build it...god knows!..for S, I hope you strong enough...now you are still Carrie...may be one day you want to be Samantha? only you know the answer....(I tetap fashion designer dalam Lipstick Jungle)....ko mampu???

For both my lovely friends, 'S' (dont get me wrong...S not stand for Sundal, Superpelacur, Sepet or Salih Yaacob..or Salimah Mahmood)...both of you are handsome, have good job, have great family to be with and have a good heart..I know so many people is waiting for you if you want to...but I do understand...yang baru is still baru..is not the same like yang lama...so for both of you..you know that I really respect and love both of you as my good friends....kita pernah bermasam muka and sentap..but deep inside my heart...you guys are superb! Both of you have your own charisma and charm that I always adore....for S...the song for you....Get outta my way - by Kakak Kylie Minouge (bekas penjaga tandas di Complex Sg Wang)

I need to go now...cari duit...I love my life, my family, my other half and my friends....but you will never know when our heart beat will stop or you will be alone....xoxo Oprah Winfrey...(tiba2)